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March 15, 2010
Night 301- It's really over isn't it?

I am actually still confused what made me post this,
afterall, i should be feeling sour* and in an NG mood to post,
never even to brood over those depriving stuffs.
But i'm glad i did it, the old me must have had no courage to
do so. after all, you won't knw unless you try.

I had already known this would be the outcome, but i still did it.
I wonder why, my mind was telling me to stop, and the other was telling
me to keep going on.
I did not even think of repent.
So sorry if i had hurt you in any other way.

I actually felt like crying
felt as if thousand of needles are stabbed into my chest after knowing the truth.
This is really ludicrous,its my first time feeling this way.
Even after my rabbit died, or even got ditched by my girlfriend or whatsoever thingy.
score badly on my scores, got chided off by coach, it has never even been so painful.

Actually, i thank god for letting me realize that, it's a good thing
to let go, you can't force onto something.
Though i never expect the aftermath would be so devastating.
I've to start reflecting, and forget about it.
forget everything bout you.
Start everything afresh like the first time we meet.

It's a good thing to draw the lines between us,
knowing that its impossible, yet i tried to make it possible.
I just realized miracles don't really exist.
This will be a really good lesson for me, i hope it will reflect in
a good way.


March 15, FORGODSAKEN Day, fuckin hate it!


Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
8:28 AM.