Vestige of the Forgotten Ones

March 17, 2010

Forgotten Ones-302

What's past is past, i only need the future

And so, another day had passed by, as for me, the closer it reaches 29th of
march, the more my heart thumps.
And of course, that means I'll be so damn busy, this probably might be
my last post this week, since i'm going to be so really busy this whole week
prparing for my exams.

Just got home from tution actually, this has been my first time going home
this late, i attended sessions twice.
The second session was with peter and his friends, none of them seemed to
be pumped, UN is already round da corner and they seemed so relaxed.
Only Peter and I were busy asking Maths questions

Rudy V was busy cracking his brains for playing the cube thingy, he had it finished in
a minute and 9 seconds.
wow, it could took me a day!
LOL

nah.. my life had completely changed after that day,
i believed i can really forget her and start new afresh.
Its really a dumb thing to think that by waiting patiently, you can achieve ur goals.
I actually began slowly to distrust that line.

This might seem like a resolution, but i intend to start all over from here,
from the beginning.

this my seem weird coming from me, but i think i could do well
without you in my mind.
and so, that's my resolution.
Hope tomorrow might be another greatful day!
ciaooooo.

Mood= Exhausted
Songs: Stranded/ Ge Qian- Jay Chou

Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
7:59 AM.

March 15, 2010

Night 301- It's really over isn't it?

I am actually still confused what made me post this,
afterall, i should be feeling sour* and in an NG mood to post,
never even to brood over those depriving stuffs.
But i'm glad i did it, the old me must have had no courage to
do so. after all, you won't knw unless you try.

I had already known this would be the outcome, but i still did it.
I wonder why, my mind was telling me to stop, and the other was telling
me to keep going on.
I did not even think of repent.
So sorry if i had hurt you in any other way.

I actually felt like crying
felt as if thousand of needles are stabbed into my chest after knowing the truth.
This is really ludicrous,its my first time feeling this way.
Even after my rabbit died, or even got ditched by my girlfriend or whatsoever thingy.
score badly on my scores, got chided off by coach, it has never even been so painful.

Actually, i thank god for letting me realize that, it's a good thing
to let go, you can't force onto something.
Though i never expect the aftermath would be so devastating.
I've to start reflecting, and forget about it.
forget everything bout you.
Start everything afresh like the first time we meet.

It's a good thing to draw the lines between us,
knowing that its impossible, yet i tried to make it possible.
I just realized miracles don't really exist.
This will be a really good lesson for me, i hope it will reflect in
a good way.

March 15, FORGODSAKEN Day, fuckin hate it!

Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
8:28 AM.

March 14, 2010

Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
8:35 AM.

Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
7:51 AM.

Night 300

UN is 15 more days ahead, i wonder if i'm really prepared for this.
and so, we're given 4 days off, i should have gotten my report cards already,
but not. I hafta wait for wednesday, i suppose my grades are average.
Dun even care about them anyways, what's the deal?

I'm now praying that i score an A in my english IGCSE extended section.
I was so close on getting A star during the mock exam, 75 is A star.
I scored 74, gettin an A is already something which will shock me.

Since i suck so bad at listening and oral exam, perhaps..

Today is the 14th of March, which is the White Day.
Together with the mondialites, we went to celebrate that special day.
It was only Hermanto and me at the first hour, or maybe even more.
We waited for them for so long, I’d really wanted to catch this movie called
True Legend, one reason that I wanted so badly to watch this is because..
Jay Chou took part in this movie!!

In my opinion, Jay Chou sucks at acting. His only movie that I would recommend is only secret, Kungfu Dunk, and maybe Initial D. All of his movie were like.. uh huh..dudddhh..

Gladly this movie really captures my heart. Cool and awesome, I’m actually keen on watching this kind of movies.
Though only Jay Chou acted as a sub character, mybe thts what made the movie overall good.
LOL, no offense but Jay sucks at acting.

If you guys haven’t watch this movie yet, I highly recommend everyone to get your ass move and watch it!
We went to Happy Puppy next, it was thrilling, since Jimmy dance while singing, and had his hair wet as if he just finished taking a bath. I video-ed it, but the size is really to huge, a minute and it takes 12 mb, I hate this GOD Damn PHONE!!

Wanted to upload it to FB actually, this is gonna be a highlight, I bet jimmy will be another Michael Jackson, not to praise or anything, with Jimmy around, I guess we can keep the everyone alive.

Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
7:43 AM.

March 9, 2010

Night 299-GROWN UP

I can’t believe I received a piggy bank of a doraemon, I have no intention of collecting coins
In the first place, now that Sudi and Standlea had bestowed upon me this gift, I have no choice but to start saving coins from now on. Haha..

What I like most among all was the necklace that Sasa and Jesmin gave me, engraved a name of JAY CHOU! WOW, JAY CHOU MAN, TAA BULE TAHAN AAA>I was shocked when I took out the white jacket they gave me, a necklace then fell, and I was wondering what that was. Keep your eyes peeled, chicken dance* TEHEE

I have no intention of going to the Politeknik which is so close to Global, what a waste of time.
Had if I known, I’d have the remaining hours sleeping like a baby.

March of 7th, today is the actual born day of mine, so here’s a wish to myself.
Happy 16 Aldrick X.Y. You’re gonna be more mature this year, no more wild fantasies,
Learn to be an adult.

I spent the remaining hours in BCS. I wonder why did I went here in the first place?
If I remembered correctly, it was to catch the movies called Alice in the Wonderland.
But eventually we didn’t watch, like yesterday.

I waited in Sign Up, Hervina, Chelssy and Along was already there.
Jimmy went to Singapore to attend his Akong’s bdae.. ( so you choose ur akong instead of me? Punches*)
Lynda( kak wa tia ho ho le, ki tek ju ho!)
Ivon( ciak lat aa.. tou kia bdae lao ban niang bo lai, bo gei mian zi kae)
Febbie( ni de pet bdae ee, bo lai nia, kiam pak aa? Wkakka) though febbie came in the end,
Thanks to Chelssy and Hervina’s lousy act, hermanto either.

We directly went to Gadeno to eat, since the HERVINA kept complaining, eer. Hungry>Haha, anak kecil hrs mam lbh bnyk, ehem*
Spent almost 2 hours toking and eating, next was to NH.
We went to Haphup, actually I preferred Zoom’s. But since the girls kept complaining about on choosing haphup instead of Zoom, I have no choice but to do their bidding.

Long and Ling sao, hermanto, and hervina, thanks for the gift. Even though it’s not a goat, but sheep and goat are perhaps distant relatives, haha. Thanks. I didn’t flew away when I opened it herv, haha.

And to Febbie, wapiang eee, dpt 4D aaa le, thanks for the panda though, haha.
You should have bought me bkpao leh instead of panda.><
Cut my cake and had my wish, I don’t know whether this wish of mine would
Be fulfilled or whatsoever, I prayed for my success in UN and IGCSE exams.
My birthday this year, I think it’s oughtta be the best of em all.

Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
7:26 AM.

Night-298

alas, the Try outs are finally over, but i still can't sit around
feelin relaxed. I even heard rumors that UN starts a the 22nd of March,
which was 29th the previous time. 29 or 22? i hope 32

The results came out today, my bahasa indonesia scored 8.4, a score which
i never scored so high in my life, u knw, my bhs. indo sucks, mediocre.
My maths, luckily i scored 7.5, since i felt so not *confident on this test,
my score went down on mtk, which is by 0.25, should be glad i didn't score
6 or lower.

as for my IPA, whther 7 or 7.25, though i do hope it was higher.
NVM, as soon as i went home, i went GETA-ing.
GETAMPED, but they updated its version into 2.3, getamped season 2.
haha, Peter, Samson, Me, and Standlea played against each other.

This brings back memories, we were like crazy going off about
kiling each other, and crushing em.
What i remembered was, when i was using Cyber sword, standlea had his head
beheaded off by me, and i played with his head.
That was really funny, LOL.

But this time, i'm using Wings of Holy and Evil, which i later changed into
angel wings .

Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
7:05 AM.

March 8, 2010

Night 297

On the 6th of March, i celebrated my birthday with the Globalians. I got there late, actually i don't care since im the birthday boy, they'll do my bidding. haha, i had faldo to carry my stuffs, everyone treated me like an emperor back there.

Stopped at two9, then we went to grab a bite at Pizza Hut. It was so embarassing
yet funny, when the waiter asked when will we order the meal, now or later?
and faldo said tomorrow, the waitress seemed pissed off and we were laughing, i tried to hold my laughter, since i think its kinda rude.

After filling our tummy, we then head to BCS, our objective was to catch the movie called Alice in the Wonderland, but luck wasn't on our side, the seat has been taken.
And so we head to hoski's dad's PUB, ZOOM'S.

Of course we drank a lot, and almost got ourseflv drunk, this must be what it feels to be a grown up. We didn't finished the whole 2 jar but we were already drunk, halfway drunk.

will be updating picts later.. ciaoo!

Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
11:25 PM.