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January 11, 2010
Art Never Comes From Happiness 275

A Lie

Today may be the worst day, this is no difference with the time with Sasa’s case.
Again, I am in deep shit trouble, where I’m really in fix onto what to do.'

Actually, I can prevent this, I don’t know what got into me that moment to make
Such a lie, that it even upsets my best friend.

Had I known, I’d never do this. I don’t know things would end up this way.
Both of them are my best friend, I can’t afford to lose both.

The more Lie I did, the more wrath I’ll suffer, and I knew it.
I decided to be the peace-maker, but I never even expect me myself to be dragged down
Into trouble. I’m already in such a mess in my studies and now this personal stuffs had to get into me.

I can’t let myself to lie her anymore, I know she trust me the most, yet I’m the one who will betray her trust.
Had if I known, I’d put on deaf ears when he begged me for his help, then I won’t be in this
Stupid shit trouble.

And the next day, I’ll be facing my papers on national exam.
This will determined which class will I belong to, I’m not into rotten apple.

But now, I’m left with empty blank mind.
I don’t know what to do, yet study.

If I have to blame, I’ll just blame myself, not anyone. Blame myself to be the actual HERO, blame myself to be so nosey. Not anyone, but the LIE I made.

The worst lie I ever made, and the last lie I will ever make.


Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
4:56 AM.