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January 6, 2010
Art comes from Happiness 269

I can really say this 2010 is a good one, i'm getting happier and happier.
yuhuu!!
For the previous 3 months, my life has been a sucker. And I hate it so much!
Good thing the New Year thingy saved me, ^^
I should treasure the precious things right before me now.

All i can say about today is, totally EXHAUSTING*
The ASA tired me out, endurance training is really killing me.
What tires us out was the positive and negatives i think.

Today's actually my mom's birtday.
i actually really began to hate my mom now, she's getting biased, easy to get flared up, and nags, and what i hate most is, she's using me to cool her tmper down.
Man, what are kids for?

mybe she thinks that kids are tool to vent her anger on. FU*K , i totally hate her so damn much.
We were supposed to went out today to eat, but because my FUCKIng father couldn't go with us and eat together.
He failed as a HUSBAND, and i am so sure, useless

Instead, he goes out with his prize dai-lamas. U knw, as for me, thhose clothes, beads, and chanting they do are nothing but to fool people. My father's stupid u see.
Why don't he marry that monk instead of my mom?

What i hate most is that, i'm going to be her venting tool, and i was right. Soon as i get in to my room, i saw
my Panda model that i bought from KL, getting crashed, destroyed. It's obvious who did this
But why me?
I hate her so much!
My prized Panda model is gone just because she is in a bad mood.
I was filled in anger, but since today's her birthday, i'll just kept my mouth mum, and withstand.
you had no idea how precius that panda thingy is to me.
I really hate her so fucking much

there was a time too when my bro is still in singapore, and i wanted to buy my new
shirt for the new year. But instead she said, wait for your brother to come back and we'll buy it together.
But as soon as school started, my brother went to buy his new years clothes with my mom, without me.
I wonder what i have done in my past life to recieve such torment

And when i tried to prob, i get scoldings and nagging never stops.
Sometimes i really think of living alone abroad. My life then wud be freedom.

And she kept saying she treats us equally the same, in fact, me and my sis knws who she dotes on most
and that is either my brother or my lil sis.
Us both, are nothing but tools.
WHat's so good about my brother? He's just clever, and taller than me a little.
That's all, but why does she kept singing his praises.

In terms of sensible, and stuborness, i'm far better than him.
What my mom knows about me is the way i complained bout her treating my bro better. Why does she never even notice my good points?
I'm sick of this Family


Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
3:45 AM.