November 8, 2009
Exorcist File no 234- Spring Clean
It's Sunday today, sunny for the sunday morning.
But still, my day today is exact the same as yesterday, the same thing
Boring stuffs, companied by the TV and Music, for me, they are my best friends.
I somehow understood what the lyrics of Lemon Tree was about.
I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another sunny Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens – and I wonder
and so, i just hope it soon gets dark, and sleep and soon morning, and sleep again
day's gonna be tough, this is so unlike me. the old me would start to pull a long face staying at home all day.
i think i know now how vivi felt.
The silence is way too scary, it seems as if penetrates though my ear, i just couldn't stand this, infact, it's so loud that its almost deafening.
I went downstairs and thought, is this how my holiday should be?
staying at home, where no companion, pondering about that stuffs made me shed tears.
glad i wasn't wearing lense, no one's at home anyway, i'll do some karaoke-ing i thought.
and so, i was able to shout out as loud as possible, and still, i couldn't even find myself to smile, this is so unlike me, whenever i sing, i'm over the moon.
Seems that even singing couldn't cheer myself up. I thought of going out, but whom?
i don't wanna spend this journey alone.
My mom then came back, she bought me lunch.
Then she left in a jiff.
It was 2, and i sat at the sofa wondering, 4-5 hours until dusk, waht shall i do?
i'm done with homeworks, project and stuffs.
i went upstairs and head to my room, and decided to take a good nap.
Why are there no sleeping pills? i just couldn't find em, and it's hard for me to
sleep during this hour.
as i gazed at my room, i realized it has been ages that i didn't clean it. Dusts were found near my cabinet, and the floor's wasn't even mopped.
why did even my mom hire a maid actually?
i called her, but it seems that she was ironing my shirt, and so, i decided not to be such a lazy goat, and did all the chores alone.
I mopped the floor, wiped my cabinets, stuffs.
But there were still so many stuffs to clean. I have too mny model kits and they were such a pain, i need to wipe them all, like a trophy.
but since this can occupy my time, i'll gladly do it.
afterall, it's good to be hygenic.
my phone rang, there was a message, and it was from Freddy.
hell, why are all the messages i receieved nowadayas seem to be coming from fredy?
this seems like we are having affair, while thinking of this gives me the goose bumps. He asked whether if i could go fitness with him, sure, i'm finding time to kill either.
I told him to come the moment the clock points at 5:20. But i never expect that he came to my house at 5:00, and i made him wait 20 minutes, while me, watching TV.
decorated my jaychou potrait, this shall be my masterpiece.
ta daaahh~
it wud be grea if jay signed there.
i think freddy is the only person whom i can trust this moment, i have really no friends to talk to. and i shared my troubles with him, huewh..
it felt much better after i let it out.
after i got home, my mom got home too, she just came back from doing facial on her face with her sist.
i wonder how tomorrow will be, since it's a holiday again. Guess i'll go watch movies alone.
Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
4:56 AM.
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August 2008