November 6, 2009
Exorcist File no 233
I doubt I will have time to go out on Saturday anymore, I’m currently sticking all my entire mind in UAN. Starting today, I will attend tuition at the adjacent tuition centre which is a stone steps away from my home. And as soon as the clock points at 10:55,I set off to Primagama, as I reached there, there was no one at all, except the lady at the reception counter. I thought everyone had already went to each of their respective classes, and I thought I was the only person who came in late, damn, its only 5 minutes. And so, I approached the lady, asking which room will I be heading to. She replied, your room is Mercury. Without hesitation, I knocked the door and said, permisi pak, maaf saya terlambat.
But there was no one, the room is empty, and I was wondering, what the hell am I doing, talking to a blank space?
First day of my lesson, and my teacher is late, what an irresponsible guy!( look who’s talking?)
After waiting for several minutes, the teacher came. He was hairy, with specs on, and what a long beard, he would be better if he had shaved them off. It was only me in the room, it seems like a private class, although I attended the semi-private class, if ciendra would be joining, then it would only be 2 of us.
It was a bit boring, I have no companion at all, but it doesn’t matter so long as my studies will improve.
Time passes so fast that I didn’t even realize that it was already 12. I walked home, and my phone rang. I thought it was from her, but it was so irony. Freddy was the one who smsed me, guess what he wrote there, “wohohoho”
That’s all, and I was so angry that I immediately hibernated my phone right away. I went home, buy there was no one except my maid, and I think I know now what it means to be feeling lonely. The emptiness of this house, the deafening sound that a silence made, is really scary. Nothing’s even more terrifying than that. I directly went into my room, and stayed the whole day inside there. It’s so boring, and lonely. How I wish I life isn’t really worth a rap, everything changes so fast. I switched on the TV, and during that time, there was a film about discrimination during Japanese which took over Singapore, and many life was thrown away. I wonder why, I prefer much this kind of film rather than other, it had made me realize something.
Gonna spend the day alone.
not to forget, happy birthday Erii, sesama artis hrs ucapkan bdae greetings yap?
hahaha..
Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
10:54 PM.