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November 30, 2009
Secret 247

Secret Valentine
Soft kiss and wine
what a pretty friend of mine
we're finally intertwined
nervous and shy
for the moment
we will come
alive
tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl
start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

lay down
be still
don't worry
talk they will
I'll be loving you until
morning's first light
breaks tomorrow
I'll take care of you tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl
start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

when guilt fills your head
brush off
rise up from the dead
this is the moment that we
will come alive
brace yourself for love
sweet love, secret love.

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl
start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all


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11:20 PM.


Secret 246

Check Yes Juliet
Check yes Juliet
are you with me
rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside
check yes Juliet
kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
there's no turning back for us tonight

lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
here's how we do

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me

check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
wishing, wanting
yours for the taking
just sneak out
and don't tell a soul goodbye
check yes Juliet
here's the countdown
3...2...1... now fall in my arms
now they can change the locks
don't let them change your mind

lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
here's how we do

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me

we're flying through the night
we're flying through the night
way up high,
the view from here is getting better with
you by my side

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be...

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me
You and me
You and me


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11:20 PM.


Secret 245

The 29th of November, which is my cousin’s wedding party. Early in the morning I woke up, directly at 12, my brother was sleeping on mom’s room since he stayed up late until 6 A.M. at my cousin’s. We intend to got to BCS today to watch Ninja Assassin. Jae said that in spore, they don’t allow 18 below(age) to watch it. Lame!

We stopped at Top 100, Jae bought his new shirt then we went to BCS. The movie started 15 minutes already, but we still insist on watching, since we need to set off early to dress up for the wedding. Jae and I are one of the panitia here, so we need to set off early. The movie was exciting, but too fake lah.

When the ninjas were sliced, the blood seemed so fake one.
After finished watchin the mobie, we went to play pool. The place at hokki bear was crowded full, crazy, and it was smoky too, I hate smoky areas, no good for eyes and its secondary smoking are bad for health.

No choice bt to play in Dunia Fantasy, my cousin was in NG mood, and mostly his balls didn’t went in. Instead mine did, when he played against me, I seemed to be the kelinci percobaan, bt now, hie hieh hiehee.
Played for an hour, went home and dressed up. Went to Okano salon next, the hair stylist recommend me to spray ma hair gold, gladly I didn’t. I wanted to mimic Jay, purple black. And it was good. The hairstylist seemed to not believe me and tried to dissuade me not purple, after spraying, he said, wow, purple’s nice. Maybe next time another customer asks wht color suits for a party he will say purple next, I was thinking that over and over.
Jae’s hair screwed up, he said gold wud be fine. Ok loh, after that bcum ugly, and I was beside him saying, SCREWED SCREWED SCREWED!!
And he was pulling on a long face, hahaha.

Gladly mine’s better than wht I expected. Finally we went to Colour, Carvy and mama was there, god. Girls girls, it took em 3 hours. Jae was complaining, Mom, I can’t believe you took so long, It’s just my cousin’s wedding, imagine if ur son is the bride groom later, you might take 6 hours next. And I was acting as the mature one, jae, try to understand girls, they took things at long time, be patient to girl. Hahaha, and he kept hitting my head saying, stop acting as the good guy here.

Hehehe.. you won’t get married though Jae, because once its 2012, it’s over.
We rushed off to Shangrila, and attended the guest. Sherly and her companions were there too.
I saw her and said, wahse.. na me pang aa ni?? Hahaha, and she seemed angry though she was laughing.
Understand girls more, moral lesson: A girl hates to be Fat, so don’t call em fat
Exception for Mega.

LOL!


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11:18 PM.

November 28, 2009
Secret 244

Today was s0-so..
wake up early since had tuition, when i went there, the tuition centre was closed. I had no idea that its closed, and i got upset for woke up so early, damn, i was dreaming of something. hehehe.. i wish i cud stay in tht dream and not wake up, ckck.
and so, i took the detour home, and my bro was still sleeping lazily, what the!?

Tried to wake him up, but no matter how i kicked him, he didnt get up, and so i shouted, whoopsy, mom's calling, breakfastt!!
And then he woke up, yawning.. GOD, so different compared to me.
Since we have planned to eat outside and buy some new shirts. We went to BCS, ate at citra pempek. I wanna eat lamb steak, but since Jae said, he doesn't like steak, and mom agreed with jae, and i don't like it. ABout carvy, she just nodded her head, sui pien aa..
ta pien lah><
My mom then went to Salon in Zacc while she ordered us to go buy some shirts, we played billiards insstead, my vision was bit blur, since i only use one lenses on the right eye of mine, my left eyes was damn red like sharingan yesterday,
After billiarding, it rained and we went to top 100. Bought lotsa shirts, bought a new blazer like my bro, it costs a bomb, 620000, but i like it's design, and its white.
I'm using in tomorrow in my cousin's wedding.
Ta dah..
Then plucked off my lenses immediately when i got home, i dun wanna end up a big red eyes tomorrow.
Then my maid told me that my cousin was sleeping upstairs in ma room, he came to my house the moment i smsed him that, not now her, i'm outside, there was nothing he cud do, but wait for us. Poor him=(


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6:01 AM.

November 26, 2009
Secret 243

And so, our long tests are over, though I wasn’t really happy with the scores of my Math, I guess I’ll hafta work doubly hard from now on, imagine scoring 28/53. That’s worse than pathetic, there were too many carelessness questions, most of them are close with the answers I had, except the probability thingy and graph. Sickening. Tomorrow’s holiday though. Looking forward for tomorrow.

And so, what’s left after MTK was, P.E. lesson, and this time, no more volley ball game. It’s soccer full time. I was grouped with Peter, Sudianto, Hanna, and Teresa. Still it’s not a good thing to be teamed with Teresa at the right moment, huewh.. stressed. Luckily I din screw up being a keeper, keeping the goalie safe. Our team never got scored a point, and that’s how we maintain our offense and defense strategy. Luckily Peter was our team, we have the offense here, it wud be better if Faldo was our team.

Though the funny part was when Damar scored a goal, that was a fluke actually, credit shud go to ciendra. And then he goes running putting on pose, LOL. Faldo and I were the one to laugh out loud at the first place.
Next was Physics, and that’s out last test. I did my best, and I dun think I’m gonna screw up like I did in Maths, since it’s easy. Finding density, energy, work, acceleration, force, and blablabla. Just memorize the formula and it’s easy. During lunch, after the case of Alex’s incident, no one played soccer. Ciendra was a huge influence to everyone, impressed*
Instead, they played basketball. At first it was only Standlea, Sudi, and I. We were planning on playing triple threat, but since Niro, Ciendra, and Dean came over, it’s 3 on 3. And follow up with Faldo and Arthur. Faldo was our team, we didn’t count the score but I think we’re on winning side. Since our strategy was rather weird but effective.
After that game, I felt my left eyes seemed to be really annoying, and itchy. And so I went to the toilet and saw myself at the mirror, mirror mirror on the wall, tell me who’s the ugliest of e’m all?
Yup, it’s me. LOL=p
I can’t believe my eyes turned red over an instant. It’s really nostalgic, I thought of Uchiha Itachi during the time he used Mangekyoshi Amatersu, his left was was the same with mine though, but there were blood coming out from his eyes which made it even beehhhh@@
Kiaa si nang, my right eyes was white while on the other side, my left was red.
I didn’t bring the box of my lense either, and I have no choice either to pluck it off or endure the stupid pain. I chose the second option though, it’s really a waste, I just used it less than 3 months and 3 more months to go.
The moral of this story is that, next time when you buy lenses, but 3 months deer, so not wasteful if you throw it. Hhahaha, crazy thoughts.
I wanted to play Radiata Stories again though, but my TV in my room spoilt diao, bo pien aa.
Khang khou. Ckckc
During our English lessons, mr tim, came over and talked about lives. When the sun came up, now I;m thinking about how I wish I cud be a successful man in the future, none of his lectures went in to my head though, I was enduring in pain, damn damn damn, stupid eyes burdening me.
And so as time passes on, I forgot the pain and let nature take it’s course, and finally, I ended up home. I immediately pluck it off and stared at the mirror, mirror mirror on the wall, let me end this pain once and for all.


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6:41 AM.


Secret 242

Screwed>,<, I can’t believe I screwed up in most of my subjects all, and I’m sure my report card wud give a damn.. Maths, Sudi and Standlea were lucky to sit together with Peter, and so what they did was just take a peep and everything’s done.
I realized I made a fatal error is many questions back there, huewh..
Tomorrow will be the last exam for international subject, and UAN subject next weekT.T
It’s crazy, 5 test in a day, we had Maths, Civics, English, Mandarin, and Chemistry.
At least I din get a chiding when I entered alpha’s room, I kept my long hair behind my back hair, made it seem like I cut it, and my pony I just shifted into left side, and it look short. Nah, I’m off the hook, while Sudi and Standlea gt ceramah. Lalalalala~
Alpha said that we shud cut our hair like ciendra, peter, and damar. No curlies vo me, apalgy botak. Mybe Pak aLpha is just jealous of my hair? Because I have such a spiky and long hair, while his hair seemed never to grow, hahaha. LOL=D
During lunch, there was a huge and disaster news which caught everyone’s attention, my brudder alex was sent to the hospital in awal bros. Nooo, Phantom(alex pronounce it as fantum) loses? This is gotta be a joke!
Well I didn’t know at the first place, everyone gathered circling around alex, while sudi, standlea and I were having triple threat matches. This is a disadvantage for me actually because they know my weakness, while I don’t know theirs. It wasn’t clear, all I know is that alex was trembling like people who had stroke, but as for his age, it’s not stroke I suppose. Ciendra was the cause of it. And I kept adding salt to the wound, ayo cien, mati kaw! Gag bsa konsen lagy pada tes ntar! Ntr mamak nya ad meeting ma mamakmu and para guru, hahaha, bsa ajh msk jail aaa!
And ciendra was in fixed, tiing nong!
Godfrey performed a CPR on alex, uh ohh.. mwaaaaaack! That’s how it is, take responsible of alex from nw on godfrey. wkakakakaXD
Alex is in hospital currently, I feel so sorry for him, he lives alone here, he will be in the hospital alone, without anyone accompanying him. Then Ciendra told me that alex had trouble moving all his hands, legs, every part of those. Ayo cien, buad atonements lohh.. bntu cuci bajunya, bntu lap kakinya, bntu mandiin alex, hahhaha. And then ciendra says, walan, puasi and pek7 liao aaa, gmn mar? and I replied him, siap2 masuk penjara lu, wkakakka! And he flared up, I was still able to joke at around this time.
What’s funny was, mr irving saw ciendra and says, die you ciendra, alex go to graveyard, you join too.wkakakaka.. guess coach and my type are the same, the joker type.
I played o2 mania after I got home, lazy to study lah. Guess I belong to O type.
I passed Bride in Dream song, yuhuuu.. though I got 44 misses. 哈哈哈哈


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6:41 AM.


Secret 241

Finally I can set my mind at ease, I don’t plan to blog today actually but since It’s such a big day, then no choice but to.
The 22nd of November is actually my 小妹的生日，yeah, she must be over the moon tonight checking her presents, while me, checking and reviewing for my tests tomorrow. All I know is tomorrow we’ll have Maths and Biology test, and the rest, probably got or dunno, I din even study the rest, so if there really is a test in other subjects, lalalalla. Say goodbye to exams~T.T
During the morning, after xiao mei dressed and dolled herself up, her friend, Gracia came over to my house. Since I wasn’t wearing specs on, I thought it’s my mbak. LOL!
My mom didn’t cook today, and I have to fix my own lunch. You know, I dun even know how to cook instant noodles, and so I went outside to eat alone, while my mom, spending her time with her honey sister shopping for baby kits.
I faced myself at the mirror, OH GOD, I looked really like a ruffian. My hair’s so thick like a grass, I went ahead to OKANO SALON, and the hairstylist began probing.
What kind of hair do you want this time? I replied, cut it pokk, but maintain the long hair. It’s 7 days more to my cousin’s wedding party, If I really looked like a ruffian then the guest would ran away immediately after seeing me.
Act the good guy baby.
This is really funny whenever I think of it, after having my hair cut, I went to the neighborhood area, which sells food. The first time, I’ve eaten in a kopi-tiam, hahhaa, and I wonder if it’s self service or they will deliver the food to me. I remembered in Singapore they usually deliver it, so it has to be the same isn’t it?
Good thing I was right, or I’d die feeling embarrassed.
I ate a plate of chicken rice, but I was still hungry, and ordered another satay-mee.
The person stared at me, he must’ve wondered why I ate like gorilla. Beats me too, I feel the urge of hungriness.
After that, I walked home, upon reaching my room, my dad called me to go fitness with him together, but I turned him down. This is really surprising, for my dad to begin a topic, you know we’re like water and oil, never get along, move along man!
All you gotta keep is strong move along move along just to make it through.. lalalala~
I’m going hell I think, 5 subjects to cover T.T and maths the worst.! 181 pages><
BHS INDO, IPS, BIOLOGY, CIVICS, I wonder even if there’s a test for MANDARIN either.
What’s positive is Maths and Biology. Suck ass!
I want to get over this damn exam fast!
It’s been a long time I’ve never been out!
Imagine a goat is locked in a cage and mbeek mbeeking.
I just hope they can come on next Friday

As I began reviewing my notes, I didn’t notice that evening’s already passed, and it’s 6: 15, my mom called me to take a bath, we’ll dine outside afterwards. I played 02 mania, god, I need to relieve my self. I finally can play canon normal, and it’s almost perfect while my mom came into my room shouting, DID YOU HEAR ME?
I was startled and the perfect thingy was gone. -_-
We went to BCS to dine, met soon huat there, and bought a new shirt. There was a shirt that looked like the one that Jay wore in the movie secret, but it’s white colored. I wanted to buy it actually, but the size’s not fitting. It’s really small and tight, and the people says that this is the only size. And I tried to persuade my mom to buy it for me, since it looked like Jay, GO FOR IT!
And the plan failed, haiyaa. Ni de shen ti tai da le, boi fit kae lah. And blablabla.
Well I was thinking, you shud have said the same thing to Jae too when he bought the blazer, stop picking with me!
Though I daren’t say anything, I just said, okokok.. and left a big sigh
Ate at Nyonya there, behh@@ what’s this place?
Xiao mei recommended the food tastes damn stupendous, though for me they taste average, and the decoration of that place is ugh.. bo pien ta lah
After we went home, blew the candles and cakes, my mbak took picts with my sis feeding the cake to my mom and dad, she asked me to join, I declined before she finished talking.
I wudn’t so something so silly, if it’s her then I dun mind, hahahaha=D
Gotta try my best tomorrow, bless me everyone!


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6:40 AM.




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6:39 AM.

November 20, 2009
Secret 240

It's already Friday, and 3 more days we'll be facing the 4 side walls with a test paper, i hate this kind of situation. But the moment i think the tests are over, i felt delighted. Firstly, i can put my mind at ease. Afterwards, I'm so free from my hell studies and go wander around, watching 2012. We have holiday on next Friday, and i am currently planning on how to spend that day, i hope they can go out at that time.
I don't wanna watch the movies alone like i did previously.
sickening.
After the tests, its my cousin's wedding party, and i get to dress up any how i want.
Afterwards, my mom promised to get me a new TV, since the TV in my room was spoiled and this often day i hafta feed the mosquitos in the living room if i wanted to watch Unbeatables 3 and Taiwan Long Juan Feng.

THe Friday today is quite boring in its way, even in Maths, as for ENglish, i think its everytime.=D
After school, we the basketball players changed into our training attire, it was only me, alex, and the twins who didn't changed into our basketball uniform.
It was raining badly, and the floor's wet too!! this somehow reminds me of the match during last time, where we fought against HU. THat time, it was raining too, and we had to clean the floor by wiping e'm.

THis time either, but all i did was just fanning the floor so it cud get dry.
The Yos SUdarso's players came as fast as we predicted, and Alex was putting on a dark sullen face when Gary did badly during the drills.
I was laughing, you know when alex is angry, his face looks like clown.

But the funny thing is that, after we waited for an hour, the referee didn't come, and we were planning to cancel the match, where in the end, Dr. kevin became the referee. Well i can give him a thumbs up for referee in soccer, but not in basketball. It seems that this match was fixed up, people might think we are cheating because the referee is our headmaster.

The match turned out slightly different from waht i expected, gladly ciendra didn't join the team of Yos, since he is on probation, he is prohibited from playing basketball. So, this time he is the time keeper.
There was a player in yos who looked like Ciendra too, bald, but the skills compared to Ciendra is far mediocre.

THe score was 53-17, eventhough we won, but we failed to meet Mr. Irving's demands, our aim was to keep the score of Yos sudarso 12 or below. Gladly coach didn't take his paper board with him, where he'll record the shots we've taken and shots that are in. Mine's 66.6666%, did 3 shots, 2 shots went in, so missed only 1.
And so, coach didn't talk about me after the match.
After the match, i went home and attended the tuition lesson although i was late for 30 mins. Look at how diligent i am.


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5:49 AM.

November 19, 2009
Secret 239
It’s pouring a downpour here in the school, and you can hear the students shouting like a thunder, though there really is a thunder.
For the first time in 6 months, we had a real proper test, lamelah this school, but also, giving too much papers are wasting trees, hence we are getting GLOBAL WARMING because of this. SAY　ＮO TO TEST!
And because of this, my parents won’t allow me to go out this weekend, and because of this, I can’t get to watch 2012. And once I’m done with the tests, it’s time for Febbie and guys to take one, hence, we won’t meet each other for a long time =(

But what ‘s concerning me is that, tomorrow evening, here in Global, we will have a friendly match against Yos Sudarso, you know, of all the thing, Ciendra was suspended from playing basketball for 3 months. And now, our power house is gone, and I’m afraid we have to prepare for the worst.
What really funny was that, when coach says we’ll play zone defense instead of man to man, and I probed in why, he said Yos is not that good at shooting outside range, hence we’ll strengthen the inside. But they did shoot from outside during the HU Cup, then coach Irving said “ Nah, perhaps they were lucky” so affronting. LOL=D
And Standlea doesn’t play either, (that doesn’t concern me at all, JK JK JK~)
And so we’re left with 11 people, And Gary gets to play, hate that.
Runs fast like Naruto, dribble the ball as if he’s collapsing, pass the ball like he’s doing lay-ups.
Just yesterday he ran so fast that he even knocked into his own teammate, and that person was Niro. Hahahahaha..

After I got home, my stomach growled. I’m so damn hungry. I don’t know how to cook noodles, and what’s left to do is.. eating fruits??
Behh, this is so not happening. Just then, my mom came back and called me to go downstairs to eat Murtabak, Yeaaahh!!! Just the right timing, I ate 1 packet all. But the more I eat, the more heng I am. Not the heng-lucky.
But the heng( when you stuffed in too much food, you felt like wanting to vomit)
Because the stupid owner of that stall added too much oil, and the aftermath of eating that

HOOOEEKKK　HOEEEKKKK!!!
I threw too much..
Piuhh..
Since I’ve got no tuition today, might as well spend all my time in O2 Mania-ing.


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4:22 AM.

November 14, 2009
Secret 237
And so, it’s another Saturday, I slept at 3 A.M yesterday, woke up at 9, since I have tuition at 10, so I get up and tidy up myself. Took about 10 minutes, then FB a while, and set off to PG. It was Kimia subject with Bu Endang, at last, a normal teacher.
Afterwards, I went home and ate my mom’s handmade Spaghetti. You know, I get to eat this only my Jae’s home, and that’s what I like about Jae going home.
My brother then asked whether if mom could give him a lift to MM, since his wallet got torn. I heard that and jumped in, Mom! I want to buy a wallet too! Since Jae got one, I deserved one too!
That’s what I like about mom, she hates people to say that she’s showing favoritism, and so I get to buy one too.. ckckc.. since I lost my dear wallet recently T.T
Sob sob* sniff

My mom gave each of us 800000, yeaahhh!! Now I can spend on buying things that I want.
My cousin came and fetch us to MM. I saw the twins and dean there, I went to disc Tara, I was hoping to find Jay Chou’s KTV disc, but the stuffs that were selling there, too many huang khia kuaa. But I saw a VCD of Twilight New Moon, it’s VCD but cost 80000, crazy hell.
Went to Point Break after that, I was having thoughts on which model to buy, still I prefer quiksilver. Ripcurl’s not bad too, my bro bought a white quiksilver wallet, and I was still having second thoughts, which which??
Took 30 minutes to decide, and finally I chose a black quicksilver wallet. This time its black, usually I go for white, but since they are easy to get dirty, and it’s a hassle to clean em.
Next, we took a look at clothes in BCS, Cool Box. My bro bought blazer incase u dnno, it’s called wai tau in mandarin, and it costs a bomb. 500000 for just a blazer, nice.
I wanted to buy that too in the first place, but my mom kept nagging, your body is not tall enough, and not macho enough. Blablabla. She just hate to spend her money one me, that’s what I thought, but not my bro. Well, my mom didn’t complain a thing bout the blazer my bro bought, he’s using it in the party next week.

I was drinking milk tea while my Jae asked me to some comments about the blazer, and my cousin too. I was feeling envious actually. Jae really bought the blazer, but mom didn’t even say a thing bout it. But my mom asked whether if I buy one too, the blazer. I was surprised, a week ago, she was consistent on disapproving me to buy it. Actually, she wants people to think that she’s not showing favoritism, indeed she is. That’s what I like about Jae going home. I gave the rest of the spending money my mom gave me, and I only wasted it on wallet, see, I’m so xiao shun.

My cousin then came, we are going to have fun tonight. Yeah, got a new wallet as well. Jiu de bu qu, xin de bu lai.
My parents are going to the wedding party tonight, and my sis’s going to shervy’s sweet 17 bdae party. So, its only boys for tonight.


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7:05 AM.


Secret- 236


And so, after school, was my tuition lesson. Si be pek7 aaa.
zhao bu dao o' de wallet, T.T. My student ID! My IM3 card! My privillege Card, and My ATM Card!!!
Gladly though there's only rp. 50000 inside, if i were to put all my chai chan there hoh, kao bo mak cap liao aaa..

when i reached there, i saw fak rio sitting in the chair, approached him and asked, which room will u be teaching me? He then said, I"m NOT UR TEACHER for Maths..paisee dha.
I met Kendy Vincent there, he was also having tution, but not the same class as mine.
My matematika teacher was Ms. Retno.
And so i went to the room of Neptune, and she was already waiting for me inside.
She then called me MAS, and i was ignoring, i thought she meant the guy beside me, but it wasn't. DO i look so old? i told her.

when she asked me did we already revise wht we studied during sec 1 and 2, but we dun have mtk during tht time. it was si be ho chio u knw, she glared and open her eyes and mouth, and gives out a big GASP!!
if i had a stone i'd already threw it inside her big mouth.
All of the teachers i met in PG are all siaoo..
But one thing i knw about this teacher, is that she is Hok Hok hooookkk LOSOO deh
It seems that she was talking herself when she explained it on the board, because i was yawning most of the time, and during the discussion, it seems tht i was sleeping, and she went over my seat, patted my head.
mas, ga boleh tdr ya?
I'm mar, not masT.T

i was just trying to take a nap, its chilly outside and she sets the aircon 17 degrees celcius, for PETE's sake, i'm goat, not penguin or polar bear bear hoh!

she asked me whether it as cold, and i said, no, fine, i was brrrr...ing.
what a stupid lie. gladly the boy beside me said, BUUK!! Dingin kali, tutup ajh lah.. and she lowered the temperature, and i was saying, kamsiaa bero.
it's quite boring for semi private, since only 2 students here, i fell asleep easily.
and so, evry friday i'l face this weird teacher whose name sounds like male.
I have tution again tomorrow.


Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
7:01 AM.

November 11, 2009
Exorcist File no 235

I've been having rough morning whenever i get up, and whenever i saw myself at the mirror, i saw how dark my eye rings are..
Of all the stuffs, why must Unbeatables 3 hafta aired in 12?
And i hafta drink nescafe everyday, huewh, and also the film before that, Taiwan Long Juan Feng, ai qing lai de tai kuai jiu xiang long juang feng, lalala..
it's really a nice movie, afterall, i hafta admit condor heroes ending was like nothing but shit.

Infact, i'm watching it now, there are only Maths homework today, and it's really a lot, took me more than an hour to finish everything, i;m done with english penpal thingy though, i supposed tomorrow during english time i'll be a sitiing duck.
thanks kes, you've been cheering and accompanying me this few days, i'm really vexed on waht i shud do, i'm really confused, depressed at the same moment.
Thank you, at least, you're one trustworthy friend i had..

Nothing more to post i guess, my life's just filled with boring and plain stuff.
ps: febbie plg HK jgn lpa beli xiao long pao kayh? mbeeekk..

妳的回話凌亂著　在這個時刻


我想起噴泉旁的白鴿　甜蜜散落了

情緒莫名的拉扯　我還愛妳呢

而妳斷斷續續唱著歌　假裝沒事了

時間過了　走了　愛情面臨選擇


妳冷了　倦了　我哭了

離開時的不快樂　妳用卡片手寫著

有些愛只給到這真的痛了


怎麼了　妳累了　說好的　幸福呢

我懂得　不說了　愛淡了　夢遠了

開心與不開心　一一細數著　妳再不捨


那些愛過的感覺都太深刻　我都還記得


妳不等了　說好的　幸福呢


我錯了　淚乾了　放手了　後悔了


只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著　要怎麼停呢


Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
7:03 AM.

November 8, 2009
Exorcist File no 234- Spring Clean

It's Sunday today, sunny for the sunday morning.
But still, my day today is exact the same as yesterday, the same thing
Boring stuffs, companied by the TV and Music, for me, they are my best friends.
I somehow understood what the lyrics of Lemon Tree was about.
I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another sunny Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens – and I wonder

and so, i just hope it soon gets dark, and sleep and soon morning, and sleep again
day's gonna be tough, this is so unlike me. the old me would start to pull a long face staying at home all day.
i think i know now how vivi felt.
The silence is way too scary, it seems as if penetrates though my ear, i just couldn't stand this, infact, it's so loud that its almost deafening.
I went downstairs and thought, is this how my holiday should be?
staying at home, where no companion, pondering about that stuffs made me shed tears.
glad i wasn't wearing lense, no one's at home anyway, i'll do some karaoke-ing i thought.

and so, i was able to shout out as loud as possible, and still, i couldn't even find myself to smile, this is so unlike me, whenever i sing, i'm over the moon.
Seems that even singing couldn't cheer myself up. I thought of going out, but whom?
i don't wanna spend this journey alone.
My mom then came back, she bought me lunch.
Then she left in a jiff.

It was 2, and i sat at the sofa wondering, 4-5 hours until dusk, waht shall i do?
i'm done with homeworks, project and stuffs.
i went upstairs and head to my room, and decided to take a good nap.
Why are there no sleeping pills? i just couldn't find em, and it's hard for me to
sleep during this hour.
as i gazed at my room, i realized it has been ages that i didn't clean it. Dusts were found near my cabinet, and the floor's wasn't even mopped.
why did even my mom hire a maid actually?
i called her, but it seems that she was ironing my shirt, and so, i decided not to be such a lazy goat, and did all the chores alone.
I mopped the floor, wiped my cabinets, stuffs.
But there were still so many stuffs to clean. I have too mny model kits and they were such a pain, i need to wipe them all, like a trophy.
but since this can occupy my time, i'll gladly do it.

afterall, it's good to be hygenic.
my phone rang, there was a message, and it was from Freddy.
hell, why are all the messages i receieved nowadayas seem to be coming from fredy?
this seems like we are having affair, while thinking of this gives me the goose bumps. He asked whether if i could go fitness with him, sure, i'm finding time to kill either.
I told him to come the moment the clock points at 5:20. But i never expect that he came to my house at 5:00, and i made him wait 20 minutes, while me, watching TV.
decorated my jaychou potrait, this shall be my masterpiece.
ta daaahh~
it wud be grea if jay signed there.





i think freddy is the only person whom i can trust this moment, i have really no friends to talk to. and i shared my troubles with him, huewh..
it felt much better after i let it out.
after i got home, my mom got home too, she just came back from doing facial on her face with her sist.
i wonder how tomorrow will be, since it's a holiday again. Guess i'll go watch movies alone.


Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
4:56 AM.

November 6, 2009
Exorcist File no 233

I doubt I will have time to go out on Saturday anymore, I’m currently sticking all my entire mind in UAN. Starting today, I will attend tuition at the adjacent tuition centre which is a stone steps away from my home. And as soon as the clock points at 10:55，I set off to Primagama, as I reached there, there was no one at all, except the lady at the reception counter. I thought everyone had already went to each of their respective classes, and I thought I was the only person who came in late, damn, its only 5 minutes. And so, I approached the lady, asking which room will I be heading to. She replied, your room is Mercury. Without hesitation, I knocked the door and said, permisi pak, maaf saya terlambat.
But there was no one, the room is empty, and I was wondering, what the hell am I doing, talking to a blank space?
First day of my lesson, and my teacher is late, what an irresponsible guy!( look who’s talking?)
After waiting for several minutes, the teacher came. He was hairy, with specs on, and what a long beard, he would be better if he had shaved them off. It was only me in the room, it seems like a private class, although I attended the semi-private class, if ciendra would be joining, then it would only be 2 of us.
It was a bit boring, I have no companion at all, but it doesn’t matter so long as my studies will improve.
Time passes so fast that I didn’t even realize that it was already 12. I walked home, and my phone rang. I thought it was from her, but it was so irony. Freddy was the one who smsed me, guess what he wrote there, “wohohoho”
That’s all, and I was so angry that I immediately hibernated my phone right away. I went home, buy there was no one except my maid, and I think I know now what it means to be feeling lonely. The emptiness of this house, the deafening sound that a silence made, is really scary. Nothing’s even more terrifying than that. I directly went into my room, and stayed the whole day inside there. It’s so boring, and lonely. How I wish I life isn’t really worth a rap, everything changes so fast. I switched on the TV, and during that time, there was a film about discrimination during Japanese which took over Singapore, and many life was thrown away. I wonder why, I prefer much this kind of film rather than other, it had made me realize something.
Gonna spend the day alone.

not to forget, happy birthday Erii, sesama artis hrs ucapkan bdae greetings yap?
hahaha..


Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
10:54 PM.


Exorcist File No 232

今天我的性情觉得怪怪的。我也不单那么清楚，但是，心里感觉得非常难过。
如果天可以给我两次 机会，我一定会 cherish 这个chance 的。真的多么希望 她会原谅我。
其实，我也很不清楚为什么她会变得 那么 痕 我，我也想 知 到 为 什。
情 告诉我，我一定要真样作才能的到她 的原谅，我的头 现在很 confused..
眼泪差一点要掉下来，T.T

明天没有上学，我们放假，很久没有跟 他们 出去了，一点 怀念。
大概，派六 很少出去了，刚 attend tuition 在 PRIMAGAMA。
出 去的时间便少了，不只到为什 么感 觉得很 lonely..
希望现在有人可以陪我。。


Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
5:50 AM.