October 31, 2009
Exorcist File no 231
Fredy didn’t go to the fitness centre, and he was the one who invited me.
I went there alone, did my chest press, and running, everything.
And I’m worn out.
The plan today was to go to Faldo’s house, and construct our music there. I would love to sing secret, love drunk, butter-fly, but none of them agreed. They told me to sing pangeran cinta, OMG!
I’m so not keen, and fredy kept saying, mar, 5566’s song are great! Why not Jay Chou’s bero??
Fredy didn’t reply my sms, nor my call, and no choice but to call faldo. He then said, the plan was cancelled, and I gasped.. I’m not going to stay at home today all day!!
I’m gonna be bored to death.
So, I used this chance to be a good boy, this is what I told my mom, Mama, ni jin tian you chu qu mah? Wo pei pei nih lah, wo yao zuo yi ge hen xiao shun de er zi, and my mom replied, bie yi wei wo bu zhi dai ni zai xiang she me..
Freddy then called me, he said he just woke up. OH ass…forget it brudder, it’s already 1.
I get to buy a t-shirt that I wanted, yipeee!! My white colored baby milo shirt was taken away from my brother, and they no longer sell those T-shirts, and I’m so sad. But now, I have a replacement, hiehiehiehiee..
Still, I prefer much that shirt of mine, particularly of a special reason though..
I bought a DVD too, MATI SURI is finally out.
I’m gonna watch it tonite
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7:43 AM.
Exorcist File no 230
Instead of having the party on 31st of October, we changed it into the 30th, since it’s impossible for us to held the occasion at Saturday. We got no homeworks on Friday, and that is so irony. Usually, papers and loads of works are given and we are like slaves, but this week, free!!
After I got home, I was pondering on how should I make up。 Should I even do some make-up?
I have never done it before, and my mind was on a whirl. After looking at the clock, I just realized I wasted almost an hour thinking of that, and I’m still in my school’s uniform.
Immediately, I bathed and changed into my attire, and it’s not a Halloween attire. I made my hair and to make sure it’s ruined, I brought my SPOT OH NO along, ><
I went to my aunts house, she helped me made the make up, though actually at the first time, I wanted to have only black rings, but the more I made, the darker it became, and in the end, I had panda eyes.
Fredy kept rushing me, I told him I’m OTW, actually, I was still in my aunts house, and he was already waiting for me in front of my house, poor fredy.
When I saw him, I laughed, he wore bandanna, and put a scar on his face, looking like a pirate, if mine, I put a scar too, but the (jahit) one.
We thought we were late, because there were no cars there, but after we got there, bu DIka called me, and I was wondering who, since her make up made her look like another person, but she could easily tell who I was, damn, my plan was to confuse everyone.
Guess my make up didn’t concealed myself too much, thanks to fredy for rushing me.
We took some photos together with Eriana and gangs after we hit the land.
My make up was almost the same with Faldo’s, and Hanna wore as if she’s going to the wedding party or whatsoever, hello? This is Halloween, not Banana day.
Everyone gathered in the canteen area, and everyone was already dancing and stuffs.
Foods were already placed there, and the lights made us seemed we’re like 3-d figured, and standlea and I were shouting, NOOO… my body’s disappearing, I‘M SO GONNA DIEEE!!!
While the Halloween models were standing on the stage, we seized this chance and grab those foods, and no one saw us. We are the thieves, Emyr and the rest followed, alex was the most energetic.
We didn’t join the games and stuffs, instead, we went for a spin, Sudi, standlea, and Sasa while me and ciendra. We went to Q-Pool to play billiard, and after that, we went back to school. But before that, Ciendra’s car had a trouble and it was making noise while he was driving, it was so embarrassing.
We stopped at Plaza TOP 100 jodoh, and went to repair the obstacles.
Everyone kept staring at me, just like the way they stare at me at the Q-pool area. Ciendra told me to buy some drinks, while I stepped less than 5 steps, seemed like everyone there looked at me, and there was a girl who laughed the moment she saw me, she kept her laughter though the moment I went away, but I know I was the cause of it. This is art, mind you guys, brainless!
The problem was finally fixed and we went to school, ciendra kept smoking, and actually, I don’t like it, I’m wearing lenses. Though I should let him smoke, he’s feeling down. He then suggested we go to drink, but it was cancelled in the end. We went to Batu Ampar to look at gays, nothing to do. Soon, we went on different ways, CIendra and I stopped at Circle K. Bought some snacks and drinks. HE then gave me a lift home.
My maid thought I was wearing a black glasses the moment she opened the door, and she said, nice mar, handsome. That’s one weird comment, I’d be used if they says, scary, weird, but handsome?? How can a ghost look handsome?
after looking closer, she then finally realized that those aren’t glasses, they are eye liners that made my eye ring black.
Good thing my dad’s not at home, or he’ll begin giving speeches, and I’ll be speechless.
The make up thingy had me in a fix, I had troubles in erasing them, and I accidentally divulged a soap inside my eyes while I tried wash the dark areas.
My eyes had gone red, and they hurts.
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7:36 AM.
October 23, 2009
Exorcist File 229
It’s Friday today, and the soccer match is today. Every teacher seemed to notice us even more, yesterday was Alpha, today’s mel, and Suaparman, I haven’t even seen suparman in such fiery tempered, I wonder what did the teachers discuss during the meeting, they seemed to changed a lot, it’s suppose to be about respect, and hairs!!
NOO, I truly regret that I cut my hair this short, and I’m really afraid that I hafta remain this kind of stupid hairstyle. Everyone said even my face changed, I was shocked when I saw myself in the mirror, is this even ME??
I even thought of dyeing my hair this upcoming Christmas.
After going home, I immediately bathed, and make my hair, I was late, Febbie and the rest are already waiting for me in Happy Puppy.
I didn’t sing today, that’s so unlike me. My voice is broken I suppose, I have not been feeling good with my throat lately.
I’ve been wearing jeans whenever I’m going out, incase Febbie will do something again to my leg.
I spent 30 minutes there, and then we went to the cinemas. The movie’s starting at 4:50, it’s 17 again, and Zac Effron’s in it.
But we still have 25 minutes before the movie started, so we went to play Maximum Tune 3.
I did not play, Jimmy and the rest were the one playing.
After 25 minutes had passed, we went inside the cinemas. The movie was good for me, for Jimmy and the Hermanto, outta be boring, since Jimmy had seen that movie thrice, and hermanto twice.
We went to fill our stomach at Gadeno, and then we went home afterwards.
If only my hair is long, I’’d have already join the photo taking earlier.
I’ve been in mood in listening Japanese songs lately, Butter-Fly, then it’s brave heart now
BRAVE HEART
Nigetari akirameru koto wa daremo
Isshun areba dekiru kara arukitsuzukeyou
Kimi ni shika dekinai koto ga aru aoi hoshi ni
Hikari ga nakusenu you ni
Tsukame! egaita yume wo
Mamore! daiji na tomo wo
Takumashii jibun ni nareru sa
Shiranai pawaa ga yadoru haato ni hi ga tsuitara
Donna negai mo uso ja nai
Kitto kanau kara...show me your brave heart
Hare no hi bakari ja nai kara tama ni
Tsumetai ame mo furu keredo kasa hirogeyou
Ikikata ni chizu nanka nai kedo dakara jiyuu
[ Wada Kouji Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Doko e datte yukeru, kimi mo
Hashire! kaze yori hayaku
Mezase! sora yori tooku
Atarashii jibun ni aeru sa
Shiranai yuuki ga nemuru haato ni ki ga tsuitara
Mune no naka no doshaburi mo
Kitto yamu kara...show me your brave heart
Tsukame! mabushii asu wo
Mamore! ai suru hito wo
Takumashii jibun ni nareru sa
Kowase! yowaki na kimi wo
Kuzuse! butsukaru kabe wo
Atsui kodou buki ni naru kara
Believe in your heart
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6:54 AM.
October 19, 2009
Exorcist File No 228
Sunny
There was a flag ceremony today, the students made a ruckus and screwed up the ceremony, the holder of the flag was funny, not even their steps are right, there was a student who read kepada as in kepala, LOLs, and even the commandment, when he walks, as in stomps, his ears kept moving, staggering, hahahaa..
Had bahasa indonesia session, and homeworks were given, Maths too.
We had a test in Biology, not test i suppose, its just explaining, how the process, photosynthesis are formed.
I know nothing at all, i kept murmuring with jes and the rest, for 2 weeks, i learnt nothing, LOL.
But after asking Eriana less than 2 minutes, i understand the main point, and just told the godfrey everything Eriana told me, such as raw materials for the photosynthesis, with the help of light, which forms into chlorophyll, and absorberd by chlroplast and form C6H12O6, known as glucose, and from there form 02. Easy as pie, I got 9. I explained les tahn a minute, while Dean explained more than 5 minutes and all he got was an 8. While STandlea's part, was the funniest for me. Godfrey asked him, what's H20, and he asked him back what?
Godfrey then asked him again, what's C6h1206? HE SAYS, ha? what?
LOL, asking back.
Pak Alfa mentioned of cutting my hair tomorrow f i dun cut it, and i did not do so. It's because OKANO salon opens only half day, but Alfa won't believe me i trust, and i wonder waht plight i'm going to be tomorrow.
Casey's not here today.
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8:02 AM.
Exorcist File no 227
Seems like someone's still angry about the stuff that time, partly i was to blame either.
And now, the cold war has not yet stopped, well, i'm just hoping that her anger will simmer down.
Sunny
There was 2 story that i read from the HSK test during the test on Sunday.
The first was damn funny, a jobless guy went to look for a job, he then approached the manager and talked about some few things. The manager then asked, are you demanded with this conditions?
The jobless guy then said, nope, i want to have my pay at the least of 500k every month, and give me 2 days off everymonth, and if possible, i demand a free house( the company that the manager is working is about bulding houses)
The manager stopped, nodded his head, and said, is that all? I can give you 2 houses, 4 days off every month, and even i will increase your salary.
The jobless guy was suprised, he was shocked, are you serious?
You're not kidding me?
the manager then told him, YOU are the oNE who's gotta be KIDDING!
ANother story was about a farm life, where a farmer domesticated goats. Nah, the mandarin word, yang, after reading it, i was fully spirited, since it's goat, xiao yanq.^^
A farmer who lived in the mountains, had 4 goats, 3 goats have a pure, silky and white skin/fur, white as a snow. while the other one, its fur was black, and the black goat gets affronted all the time by those 3 white goats. FOr not having a white skin, the black goat felt inferior compared to the 3 white goats, this resembles apartheid from the black and white skin americans.
One day, the 4 goats went outside the ranch, to look for food, but as they enjoy eating, they forgot their way home, and soon, a snow started.
The farmer then realized his 4 goats are gone, and went to the mountain hills to look for them, it was impossible to look for them, it's too chilly, and winds are blowing in a fierce way, plus, the skin that white goat has, seems like snow. SO, it's impossible to notice it, until the farmer saw the black goat, since black color is easier to spot.
Luckily, the farmer found those 4 goats in the nick of time, the farmer then said, you guys hafta thank the black goat, if it weren't him, you guys wud have been frozen to death.
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7:43 AM.
Exorcist File no 226
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5:42 AM.
October 18, 2009
Exorcist File 225
Sunny
Today is the 17th of October, and right now, I’m currently in EF, English First, where I’m participating in the competition of Spelling Bee 2009.
I didn’t join the competition last year, and I won’t be joining the contest next year, though I hoped to. After I got to EF, I called Josselyn, I did not realized she was standing in front of me.
It was 40 minutes to the competition, and I know nothing, since this is my first time, and so I asked Josselyn some queries about the competition. The contestants there, everyone there brought their own dictionaries, from Yos-sudarso, SMP 4, Callista. It was only me and Josselyn who stood there feeling so relaxed, as if they are the underdogs, actually, looking at them browsing the dictionaries made me lose confidence, OH ASS!
There were 4 Global students there, total with Josselyn and me, it’s 6 students from Global. 5 girls, and 1 boy, I’m the only boy, where are the others?
I dunn really remember their names, it’s Belivia, Chelendya, and the other 2, I forgot.
We went in to our respective classes. There were 2 classes, I was separated with JOJO, gladly that was. I dunn wanna lose in the first place.
There was an ANGMOH, ass, look at how tall he is, and is golden hair, reddish ace.
I bet he exceeded 190 cm. Even I was only until his shoulder when I tried to compare.
He pronounces really weird, and I got many mistakes in the first round. Over 25, I scored only 12, Damn! Still glad I went into semi-finals.
There were 8 students that were chosen. They told us to went downstairs after the 1st round, and announce the 8 person who goes to the semis.
They gave us an hour of free time, and we went downstairs to eat. While I was eating, I was thinking, damn peter, easy your head! Difficult like shit man!
Josselyn then said, last year was damn easy, this year is harder, T.T(why did I participate this year??)
After an hour, the class turned to one, and from 20 students, only 8 left. The semis begins, another foreigner comes inT.T
He was bald, yeah, and his voice is loud like Kevin, my ears are gonna pull out. Gladly, there was word like Maleficent, and few other words that I know well. Everyone was tempted, nervous, wondering who will go to the finals, even I was not very confident in winning, I was thinking, damn you peter 10X.!!
We went downstairs, and the announcement was made, the 3 person who will went to the finals, are….
And my heart was beating beating deg deg deg…
Aurelia lynete with score of 12/ 25.
The second was… Mariadi, 10/ 25.
Better call me Aldrick, but still I was glad to go into finals.
The third place, there were 2 person who has the same score, so tie break time.
We waited for 10 minutes, and Vian was the winner, so the final round is set. It’s oral T.T
And this one half depends on luck. I drew the lottery and I was the first one, damn, I’m really nervous.
I chose 4 words from the bucket, and handed those papers to another foreigner, he was good looking, wowh!!
First word, I was already in difficulty, not even a words I can spell it out, so this is what spelling contest is, and the given time was only 15 seconds, you need a time to think and spell it out, and the 4 words I got was all longT.T
I’m so regret, there was a word that I could pronounce it out, retrospective, but I pronounced it as retrosprective, since the foreigner pronounces it in a different accent. Waaaa.. and so I got 0/4.
The second was Vian, he was so lucky, he got the words, luminous, and scored 1/4. And Jojo too, hybrid, 1/4. No doubt, I’m in the third placeT.T
Vian was damn lucky guy, his first word in the tie break was already medium, meteor, interior, jojo lost in the third round, it was a word I think up thrust is it? Forgot><
And so jojo was in the second place, another 2nd place jojo?
LOL, the ceremony was held, and we finally went downstairs to collect our awards. We took some pictures with those foreigners, and also the golden, reddish, 190 cm guy, I just needa get it from jojo next time. Will be posting the image later on.
And so, I waited for my mom, and she says she’ll fetch me later on.
Jesmin and the rest was at NH, and it’s a stone steps away from here, so
I walked there and gave em a hi!
Mega was there, gladly she didn’t hug me>< It wud be better if she was jesmin!!
Took another intimacy pictures, LOL, Jesmin? Yao bu yao post haaa??
LOLs =D
Then, instead of my mother, Freddy was the one to fetched me, but we went to Hotel Utama for fitness, and then, I finally went home. My mom was overjoyed when I said I’ll be giving her a treat.
Now you know how filial I am?
Hohohohoho…
Once in a lifetime pops.
Mbeeeeking time><
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2:29 AM.
October 14, 2009
Exorcist File no 224
Windy.
It's holiday today, though its Wednesday, we have PTC and so we took a day off. Yeaa, thanks to that, i was able to sleep longer, when i woke up, probably at 9, i saw my phone, there were 8 missed calls, fredy was the one who called. I overslept, actually i should woke up early and went to fitness together with him, and i forgot. I went to sleep again, and woke up at 11. Yawn...
Our plan today was to go to Sudi's house, and then to BCS.
I had you tiao* for breakfast, and it sucks, too oily, and i dun think that's healthy, this often days, i have been drinking lmen, sooner or later, i'm going broke..T.T 1 box for 45000, and it's for 3 days. 1 month= 30 days..
I gained a kilogram, yeah!! from 58-59.
seems that the weight gain is useful, perhaps i should drink something that adds calcium to my body, as for protein, its settled.
I dressed up and off i went to sudi's house.
Jesmin and Standlea was already there, and we went ahead to the fitness room.
I did some chest press, and we spent the time waiting Sasa there.
At least, i gained a period of time in exercising my muscles.
100 sit ups and 50 push ups after i got home, huewh..
really tiring.
We wanted to go to BCS but Sudi dissuaded us, and wanted for us to wait for another 30 minutes, waiting for his mom.
We then went to his room and watched movies, closing lights, and max volumed.
Faldo wasn't here, and i hope he was. I wonder what happened between us.
He seemed hostile, and it was unusual for us not to talk, i'm feeling weird.
I have a feeling, that the gap between us, is getting further and further, and there might be a possibility that we will become enemies.
Many of Sudi's Mom and Dad's frens came to his house, and we were embarassed.
We played a match of Mahjong, and went to BCS next, i wondered waht's with us all today, we seemed to be confused, and in lousy mood.
In the end, we went back. We did nothing in BCS, nor we watched movies, we KTVed.
It's partly bcos of Stndlea, He insisted on having tution, and Sudi followed.
In the end, its a wasted trip, and the shirt i was hoping for to buy, the person says its out of stock, and they wont be ordering it anymore, waaaaaT.T
So much for my bright ideas for cosplaying as Jay, and now, i need to find a white T-shirt, and its baby milo to be exact.
What did it become like this?
I'm so not in mood, and i went hoME leaving a huge sigh.
but still, i went to fitness together with Freddy, and i think that's better rather than staying with them going to malls, no exercise, afterall, what i am aiming is being macho.
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5:55 AM.
October 12, 2009
Exorcist File no 213
SKyway avenue by WE the KINGS
She said let's change our luck
This night is all we've got
Drive fast until we crash
This dead end life
Sweet dreams that won't come true
I'd leave it all for you
Brick walls are closing in
Let's make a run tonight
Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go
Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue
She said don't change your mind
Let's leave this town behind
We'll race right off the cliff
They will remember this
It all got so mundane
With you I'm back again
Just take me by the hand
We're close to the edge
Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go
Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue
Where are your guts to fly
Soaring through, through the night
And if you take that last step
I'll follow you
Leave the edge and fly
We're finally alive
Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue
So what's left to prove
We have made it through
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4:03 AM.
Exorcist File no 222
Sunny.
We had an assembly in the monday morning at the lobby, but i never thought Sasa would be coming to school, this is really unusual. And I was thinking since she won't be coming to school today, so i don't really need to bring her ring.
YEah, irony.
We tried to play Big 2.5 during CIvics time, since Pak aLpha was kind enough and gave us free time, since 15 minutes were left, but he wasn't kind enough, the cards were taken.
In the end, we have no choice but to keep our mouth shut till Bahasa time, note, the star Eriana was absent today, hence the another star feels bored to sing alone.
Maths was next, after recess. Another homework, but short one this time, just a little difficult to deal with.
UAN was next, and most of us were talking, chatting, and playing again.
I wanted to ask whether Eriana knows this song, Skyway Avenue by We the Kings
The next subject was double session of Biology, but i was unaware that my wallet is gone, until i checked my left pocket, and it was GONE!!
Oh shit, i was dazzled, but i suspected Sasa kept it, since her eyes gave her away, but that's just my presumptions, i have no evidence to support my suspicions.
I even went for a detour to another room to look for my wallet, but to no avail. Hmn, i began to get worried, behh@@ if it's really gone, then i won't eat for this month, i was thinking that and that, until Sasa gave me back my wallet, Damn her!!
Still, i was unaware, when did she took it?
How come a person as noticeable as me missed that?
Well, she said while i was seriously talking with Jesmin, she took it. CAT THIEF indeed, lemme teach her a lesson tonight, let's mo lai mo qu.. nyahahhahaa..
kidding~
Still, i was not angry at the least, since i dun really get angry if the one who played prank on me was the person who's close to me, such as Jesmin, Febbie, or vivi liike that, if it was standlea, then i'll say, NAbe lah lee..
hahaha..
I ordered KFC for lunch, but my mom sent also lunch today, and i the end, i hafta eat 2 portion, and i don't eat much, and Sasa is the one who eats much, she's a female and i wonder how, i wonder why? Yesterday euw told me bout the blue blue sky.. Lemon tree, lalalala..
MS. Casey wasn't here today, failed herself as a teacher, ass.
still, i preffered much if she weren't here.
And Godfrey was the one who substituted her, he called me and standlea Superman and Batman, as in supermaniac and bad maniac. lol.
his forehead was shining, substitute of Franklin, alex's papa.
After i went home, i heard frommy mom that one of my cousin's friend, died few days ago, the cause was that he drank a lot of cold water which contain gas after having sports. The next day, he was found dead, with nosebleed, and pale face, sleeping on his bedroom.
but i couldn't care less. WHich was, i had a message from my cousin, he said Hervina's brother, hervin died last saturday, which was 2 days ago, 12 P.M. Oh MY GOD, he had a car accident, and his friends inside the car, only the driver survived, though only sustain injuries, still most of them are in comas.
his brother died when he was sent to the hospital, it was a hit and run.
Hervina must've been crying badly, and she was absent today. Rest in peace.
Perhaps today, will be the last day for me to stare and use Sasa's ring, since tomorrow, the ring i'm wearing would have changed its shape and design already, nah, let's sleep using this ring tonite, once in a while.
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3:24 AM.
Exorcist File No 221
The light from your tears carries a bit of hurt in the delicateness.
The deathly pale curved moon hooked to the past.
The night is too long, forming into frost.
Who is in the attic? The ice-cold hopelessness.
The rain lightly rebounds off the vermilion red window.
My whole life on the paper has been blown into a mess by the wind.
The dream is in the distance. Changes into a trace of fragrance.
With the wind, dispersing your appearance.
The chrysanthemum flower is ruined. Hurt all over the ground. Your smile has already turned yellow.
The flowers fall, people are heartbroken. My worries quietly dripping.
The north wind is disorderly. The night is not finished yet. Your shadow cannot be cut.
Leaving me with loneliness. On the surface of the lake, becoming a couple.
The flower, it is already night fall. Floating downwards glittering.
Languishing in the way of the world. Fate cannot bear.
Sad, don't cross the river. Heart and Autumn broken into two halves.
I'm scared you can't get to shore. Faltering for a lifetime.
Whose country? The sound of horse's hooves is hysterical.
I'm wearing martial attire. Roaring with the convulsions of nature.
The sky is slightly light. You softly sigh.
Melancholy in one night. Such suave and moving.
The chrysanthemum flower is ruined. Hurt all over the ground. Your smile has already turned yellow.
The flowers fall, people are heartbroken. My worries quietly dripping.
The north wind is disorderly. The night is not finished yet. Your shadow cannot be cut.
Leaving me with loneliness. On the surface of the lake, becoming a couple
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3:13 AM.
October 6, 2009
Exorcist File No 220
Sunny
During our Civics time, Pak Alpha was very pleased with the way we behave, his eyes were ready to call out on us, well, he was pointing me, ciendra, and faldo.Ciendra got his phone confiscated by pak alpha, and he was pulling on a long face.
Damn, till now, my ring is still with Sasa, if i really dun bring it the next day, then mayhap I'll never get to see my ring again. You knw how cocky Sasa is.
Jesmin kept complaining having stomachache, though i already know waht was going on, nah, being a boy is better than a girl, at least you won't get a stomach pain.
Next was UAN, and again, none of us were studying, firstly Eriana and her gangs were busy discussing the problems, while on the other side, Jesmin, Sasa, me, sudi and stndlea were busy talking and playing each other.( no negative)
It was pretty boring, yeah, since Jesmin's sick, and not feeling well, then my target's Sasa, nyahahaha.. and i enjoy bullying her too.
I actually wanted not to return her phone at that time, since i demanded for a ring as in return, after a few moments, i then realized, what if she gets angry? and she won't talk anymore to me? like last time?
i then quickly give her phone back, I'd rather not see my ring than suffer from not talking to her, this is such a weird illness.. and i think i'm gona see a cure for this.
P.E next, we had basketball training, and ofc as usual, everyone sits down after playing, and listening to Mell's lecturing, all of us left the place, and i took note that Sasa's large ass leaves a huge mark, a butterfly sign, LOL, i got mine too, but not as big as Sasa's. Hahhaa..
pi khu Chiaoo.. lol.
During our lunch time, we were playing basketball again, and it was only for play-play. then we changed our mind, and have a game next.
Since today is Tuesday, we had ASA basketball, for 2 hours.
It was tiring, and pressuring, i have to keep myself at good condition, or else
i'm afraid Mr. Irving's gonna put me off at Friday agaisnt the match of Mondial.
Freddy joined too, but honestly i think he lacks on stamina.
Well, let's hope i dun mess up this Friday.
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5:42 AM.
October 4, 2009
Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
6:52 AM.
Exorcist File no 218
Sunny
I felt bit disappointed because everyone seemed to turned me down whenever i ask them to hang-out. Jesmin couldn't make it, Standlea and Sudi, and Sasa can't.
It's only me, whewh..
So much for my high hopes, being turned down.
Glad thing Febbie texted and asked whether if i'm free to go to her friend's birthday. It was very embarassing for me to go, but her friend says she invited me, well, i was feeling reluctant at the first place. after thinking, i decided to go, i told febbie to go first and wait for me, and i called my cousin to gimme a lift to NH. He didn't take mmy call, oh gosh.. who will send me there?
i pleAded with my mom, gladly she approved, or else i wud made febbie kept waiting for me, since both of us promised to go together.
Huewh, i arrived 20 mins latr, then we went inside the karaoke room in Happy Puppy.
My cousin and Jimmy was there, i then went in. But i never knew that it was Chelsy's bdae. I forgot to congratulate her, which i did latr on after knowing.
I sang QIan Shan wan shui, and other Jay's song. Hehehe..
Jimmy was damn funny, the joker of this room, LOL..
the song he sang, using pose and style, and also when Febbie sang Love story of taylor swift, jimmy did some pantomime.
LOL, i swear u'll laugh the moment us see him.
Afterwards, we stepped outside and went our own way.
The place we head next was Gadeno, went to eat there. Then, we went to 29, but the place was packed with damn many people, and we can't find a place to settle down, where should we go?
I then suggested to buy gifts for Chelssy, since i haven't give her any gifts.
Luckily febbie too, so we had to share the presents together, or else it would be awkward to give her presents alone.
We were discussing on waht to give her, hermanto suggests we should give her undergarments. LOLs.. like i would.
Then Ivon suggested, what about shirts??
well, chelssy doesn't go for shirt, how bout dolls? i suggested next.nope either.
nahh, febbie came up with an idea to buy notes, ( thts so not sincere)
since chelssy loves notes most.
so we went to kharisma to look around to kill time, the notes that were selling, pai tuo lah, content like shit like that.
in the end, we chose miniature. and so we head to mini-mini
Chelssy was there, and we were hoping to wait her to walk away..
it wudn be a suprise if she knew.
we then decided to buy a crystal ball which had a monkey holding a banana and a stawberry, but chelssy boyfren had already bought it. we need to think of something new, there was a huge crystal, but expensive, the price's even funnier
178000 yi bai qu shi ba wan.
hehehe..
in the end, we chose a book miniature with monkeys. the price's nice, qu shi san wan.
remember MC king in yi fan ban ting yi shui gang? his name was san wan, qu shi san wan.
together with chelssy again, we went to happy puppy. There was a free voucher, and i was finding something to kill time.
My cousin and i sang Fearless, Huo yin chia. Nice, but it wud be better if they shout the word ,wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo..
like jay in the concert.
Sadly, i left the DVD jimmy borrowed me. OMG, G-FOrce, and other disc, and now i have to pay him, 30 k, and haven't even watched em.
Today's such a nice day, glad i went out.
Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
5:45 AM.
October 2, 2009
Exorcist File No 217
Overcast
When i was on the way to the school, the radio aired Tank's Ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi.. And my mind went blank..
this song reminds me back then, waht happened few months ago.
Right now, i can feel that this song is representing how my mood goes..
fits a lot.
累了 照慣例努力清醒著 也照慣例想妳了
好怕一放心睡了 心跳在夢中不聽話的 就停止了
聽著 呼吸像浪潮拍動著 越美麗越讓我忐忑
我還能珍惜什麼 如果我連自己的脈搏 都難掌握
如果我變成回憶 退出了這場生命
留下妳錯愕哭泣 我冰冷身體 擁抱不了妳
想到我讓深愛的妳 人海孤獨旅行
我會恨自己 如此狠心
如果我變成回憶 終於沒那麼幸運
沒機會白著頭髮 蹣跚牽著妳 看晚霞落盡
漫長時光 總有一天 妳會傷心痊癒
若有人可以 讓他陪妳 我不怪妳
快樂 什麼時候會結束呢 哪一刻是最後一刻
想把妳緊緊抱著 可知妳是我生命中的 最捨不得
如果我變成回憶 退出了這場生命
留下妳錯愕哭泣 我冰冷身體 擁抱不了妳
想到我讓深愛的妳 人海孤獨旅行
我會恨自己 如此狠心
如果我變成回憶 終於沒那麼幸運
沒機會白著頭髮 蹣跚牽著妳 看晚霞落盡
漫長時光 總有一天 妳會傷心痊癒
若有人可以 讓他陪妳 我不怪妳
如果我變成回憶 最怕我太不爭氣
頑固地賴在空氣 霸佔妳心裡 每一吋縫隙
連累依然愛我的妳 痛苦承受失去
這樣不公平 請妳盡力 把我忘記
Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
6:57 AM.
October 1, 2009
Exorcist File 216
instead of salvaging the situation, i ended up making it worse.My wives are going to file a divorce with me now. Currently, i'm having a fever now, but part of it is because of that matter too. Well, actually it's all misunderstanding, Sasa and Jesmin are angry now. Though Jesmin says she already forgave me, but i think that was just a lie. I have to clear my name, it was a misunderstanding. About Sasa, well, everyone thinks i touched her boobs, in fact i didn't. I merely touched on the basketball that she was holding, since she was too close with me, everyone thought i did something naughty, and ofc Sasa thinks of it too, well i really touched her boobs, i wud have already fly now.
Well, she seems mad with me, and we haven't been talking, and that's how i hate it. It's no longer fun if we kept mum, she's really PRO at ignoring ppl. Jesmin, well, it happened during Chemistry time, since she always stretches my tie, i did it to her earlier. guess what, her first shirt button was removed, and her cleavage was seen, though i admit i saw it for 1 second, but i shouted, heyy, your uniform!
and i laughed, she must've thought i deliberately did this out of fun, huewh..
Damn...
being unable to seek for their forgiveness is waht i dread most, back to resting
my head is spinning
Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
12:21 AM.
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