April 1, 2009
My Memories Part 96- Thoughts and Feelings that didn't Reach
God dammit, I hate this Thursday. There will be 3 tests, Physics, Maths, and Biology. Gimme a break GOD, I've just finished the Science Fair.
Thanks to our hard work, we were finally able to get into the Semi finals, after we beat SMP 31 and Mondial. And it's today, the day where we decide who will go to the finals. The first match was about Ananda and Imanuel. Frankly speaking, i never expect that Ananda would lose. The people from Ananda, they seemed damn strong and well-built. It's our match against Yos Sudarso next. I was getting anticipated, even everyone. We were leading from the 1-3 quarters, though the difference of our scores were only 3 points. The match ended us losing, 33-37. Most of us cried. The first time i saw Alex crying that badly, it made me wanted to cry too, even yoga and chrisman. Meqa was the worst, she cried the loudest. Man, that sucks. It was embarassing, and Fenny said, Meqa dun cry liao laaa, and Erna too. I felt like crying, but i didn't in the end. Because i was using lens, if i cried, my eyes are gonna be damaged. Deep inside my heart, filled with disappointment. We were almost to the finals, just a little more effort and mental stability. How i wish to go back to the last minute, where our score was the same, 33-33, just like how Jay changed the time.
Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
3:41 AM.