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March 19, 2009
My memories part 92- It's breaking, our chain..


You guys are here to improve, you're playing basketball to improve, not for fun. If you think your not improving, then it's better that you don't join the club. When Mr. Irving told us that, I was really depressed. Though he didn't say or who was he implying, but i can see arrows pointing at me. My mind was at chaos, I wonder if I should really quit. My love for basketball is greater than anyone, i love basketball more tahn anything. If i quit now, I wonder if i will regret this decision i made..

There were 2 roads for me to choose, I'm just glad that I chose the corect path. I kept believing on myself and I finally showed Mr. Irving that I improved. Just a while ago, he told us all that I improved. When I first joined the team, all i do was running, I can't hold the ball well, dribble, shooting. I sucked!!

And he sas I've made an improvement, i was ebuillient! Yeah, his linguistics impressed me. But in return, today i made two errors that i regretted. One is that i forgot to bring my Chemistry project home, and the deadline's tomorrow. I guess i should go to school early tomorrow.

ANd another thing, i made Teresa angry. Nope, guess in her mind i'm a detestable guy. Usually my words won't have any effect on her, wonder what's wrong with her. I was at blame too, I was pressured and as a leader, I musn't back down. It's just that, my group members doesn't understand I'm going through all this. They only think i'm playing around, actually, i'm total serious when it comes to project. No matter how tired i am, just thinking that my group will fail, I stood up again and brace up myself. But, no one saw through all of that. And now, I turned into an eyeore for everyone. My mood recenly hasn't been too good too. I'm really tired, I'm tired all of this.

no one understands me better, i should apologize i suppose. But, i find myself unable to talk in front of her."Kai bu liao kou" I really hate myself, i really wanted to forget everything.

This pressured, stressed, confused, pain..
demolish everything and open a brand one..

soon after the Science fair is finished, i'll turn myself in.
Just reminiscing the past makes me sad..
soon, evrything will be over..


Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
7:14 AM.