Vestige of the Forgotten Ones

March 31, 2009

My Memories Part 94- SCience Fair

Hufft..

It was really tempting today. Where I have to sing Great Escape with Dean and the rest. It was fuckin embarassing, i sang the wrong pitch, since it's too high for me, so i'll go with the fake voice and it sounds weird. Our group got disbanded but i joined the Thunder team. All i have to do is to sing the song Thunder and Emyr and the others playing guitar.
Today's also the science fair, i'm glad i'm done. Ms. penguin, barbara and other teachers made us go all the trouble to carry the heavy canteen chairs and tables. I really felt so tired after doing. I guess i brought more than 4 tables and 6 chairs. Carrying it upstairs, my clothes were soaked. The Science Fair then begins, but i wans't there though i'm supposed to be there. In fact, I'm downstairs singing thunder with Eriana and the rest. As i know, Alex's band was supposed to be joining, but they got disbanded. It seems that because of alex doing all the shouting song. T
AFter we sing, we went upstairs and of course, back on to projects.

Damn it, Vivi was slacking-off, and she's the first one to say bye-bye. Xasa's the worst, she said she's going home, and afetr 30 minutes, i saw her talking to meqa. OMG! Anyways, the tiring day is finally over.

The next day i came to school, which is on Saturday. I'm here to have basketball practice on the upcoming LIBAla. When we were having a match, CIendra knocked into me and I had a nosebleed. Damn it, the blood kept coming out and i was unable to concentrate. Soon, my shirt ended up in bloodstains. CIendra asked me if i was okay, i usually said, never mind, ga berdarah, but this time i said, never mind, not yet dead.

Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
1:31 AM.

March 19, 2009

My memories part 92- It's breaking, our chain..

You guys are here to improve, you're playing basketball to improve, not for fun. If you think your not improving, then it's better that you don't join the club. When Mr. Irving told us that, I was really depressed. Though he didn't say or who was he implying, but i can see arrows pointing at me. My mind was at chaos, I wonder if I should really quit. My love for basketball is greater than anyone, i love basketball more tahn anything. If i quit now, I wonder if i will regret this decision i made..

There were 2 roads for me to choose, I'm just glad that I chose the corect path. I kept believing on myself and I finally showed Mr. Irving that I improved. Just a while ago, he told us all that I improved. When I first joined the team, all i do was running, I can't hold the ball well, dribble, shooting. I sucked!!

And he sas I've made an improvement, i was ebuillient! Yeah, his linguistics impressed me. But in return, today i made two errors that i regretted. One is that i forgot to bring my Chemistry project home, and the deadline's tomorrow. I guess i should go to school early tomorrow.

ANd another thing, i made Teresa angry. Nope, guess in her mind i'm a detestable guy. Usually my words won't have any effect on her, wonder what's wrong with her. I was at blame too, I was pressured and as a leader, I musn't back down. It's just that, my group members doesn't understand I'm going through all this. They only think i'm playing around, actually, i'm total serious when it comes to project. No matter how tired i am, just thinking that my group will fail, I stood up again and brace up myself. But, no one saw through all of that. And now, I turned into an eyeore for everyone. My mood recenly hasn't been too good too. I'm really tired, I'm tired all of this.

no one understands me better, i should apologize i suppose. But, i find myself unable to talk in front of her."Kai bu liao kou" I really hate myself, i really wanted to forget everything.

This pressured, stressed, confused, pain..
demolish everything and open a brand one..

soon after the Science fair is finished, i'll turn myself in.
Just reminiscing the past makes me sad..
soon, evrything will be over..

Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
7:14 AM.

March 16, 2009

My memories part 90- Sky City Platina? Melody city Em Pheyna..

Oh man! I’m so sick of this! Science projects are troubling me, I’m just glad Dean himself did the English homework. He helped me, otherwise I’d be dead. The so thing called group work, turned individual. Hehehhee..

I was quite satisfied with my scores on IPS, 82/100. The highest was Jesmin placing 100, Meni, Ciendra, Eriana and Josseyln have the same score, and I placed the next. I felt bad for Vivi though, failing. Ms. Silva was disappointed, so do I. Guess when you’re in love, your grades drop.
Plus, I don’t get the story either. So does the rest perhaps. Later after we went back to English room, we had a short test. It was an impromptu, I’m just glad that I did some note taking. Ms. Jovelyn didn’t see through that, all she saw was me and Peter singing Thunder at discussion time. Really, we look nerds, ps: don’t agree, Peter’s the nerdy, not me.

While on discussion, I thought of a funny name that suits Peter. Fable boy, since children love reading fables, no offense Peter.
Afterwards, we all had a Civics test, oh god! That’s bit easy than what I expected. Though I’m not sure about my answers on essay number 3, the history re-telling.
Today was chilly, we went to ICT room at English time, and Ms. Jovelyn made us read a story which is damn long. And our highness said: it’s a short story guys! I’m so not agree!!

Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
7:03 AM.

March 12, 2009

My memories part 89

There were so many test. I had a Bahasa test and English. I got the highest on English, yeah!! 35/50. = 70%, but still, that was low. My Bahasa, I was satisfied, frankly speaking, I cheated a question from Jesmin. Hohohoho.. out of kindness, i let vivi cheated mine frm her, and there was no sign of gratitude, Fuc*!!

ANd I had a test on IPS too, Maths, ICT. I hope the results will be better. And also, the science presentation, i really hate this group of mine. It's better to teamed with Sudi and Standlea, but nt Alex! Ciendra would be the best. I'd never known the gurls are so hopeless, and it seemed like both sides, Physics and Biology, I'm vexed on those. Completely bewildered. Now, My chemistry group was damn more hopeless than these 2. I'm grouped with alexT.T, and Elvina and Meni. Fani was a bit useful, but after she chit chatted with ELvina, she turned useless. I shan't bother with this, Out of my mnd!
I'm really stressed, and i found out the best resolution to save myself. I will group with nobody, individual work. At least, Its better this way. But the main problem is, i'm under a lot of pressure. and this basketball thingy, is pressuring me down.

This afternoon at English period, there was this story given for me to read, us. It happened on Friday, tht was the title. It was overall good, it was clearly understood, though the story is long. but it is nice, usually i get bored to read when it is too long, bt nt this time. I wonder if it's highschool life tht makes me this way.

The story introduced the 2 main character at the beginning of the story, Jacob a football player and a fillial son. and Stephanie, a voluptous 14 year old girl which is studious and excels in her academic. One day, Jacoba nd his friend saw Stephanie walking across them, and noticed he butt which is big like a size of an umbrella. They decided to see whether it's real. Jacob touched and grab on her butt without her noticing. Soon, she saw Jacob running and said, man! they're real! Muahahahaha!!
Stephanie complained and Jacob was asked for an interrogation. He lied at the forst place. And the teachers and principal watched the video tape to see whether if he was lying. Jacob was in a hot soup. He's minced! 11 mnths later, he moved school. Because of this matter, it led Jacob to and utter embarasment. Stephanie was harassed too, because of tht matter, everything turned worse.Soon, she move away too.

I received an sms from vvi, she said that she frgt to brg her USb home. She thinks its funny? I'm really crossed with her. I reminded her yeaterday to give Ms. Barbara the soft copy and she said tomorrow. And now, she forgt, i disppointed ms. Barbara, and also myself. She thinks by saying sorry would make everything go all well? She's taking things for granted. If she can't do it, then don't do. What an hindrance, FUCK! I was really disapointed with her. I believe, i can't realy trust anyone else. None of my frens are trustworthy. Man, i really HATE her!!!

Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
7:57 AM.

Aldrick's memories part 87- swaying bdae
Back to 3 days ago, March 9

Originally, i should have spent my birthday on the 7th of March. Because of naomi, I need to celebrate it on the 9th, I'm just glad its Monday(Public Holiday)
When I went to NH, I saw Alex on the frnt gate. He was wearing this earring thingy, tht looks gayish. Then, Standlea, Naomi, Dean and Sudi followed up. They bought me a addidas basketball, and Standlea said, it's original. After I saw the sign, made in China, he stoped bluffing. LOl!

Dean gave me a shirt, actually, I don't like the design of that shirt, but it's the though that counts ryt? ( nt to mention a Mentos candy) Then we went to play billiard, and then watch movies. We watched Dooms Day. The beginning of that story sucks, pretty boring. Just at the middle part, it gets pumped and exciting. But not as exciting as the movie, Real Pocong which i saw 2 days ago. That was really scary.. the scariest horror movie i've seen. Actually, it gives me the anticipation feeling. Yeah, but the ending was happy one, bit disappointed.
After that, we went to grab a bite. I really spent huge on this one. Once a year, if it's once a week, maybe i really have to rob the bank, JK~

We went singing after that, but Meqa and Miiao miaao left after 3 minutes. ANd I was really bored, Samson and Sudianto went home. Also Dean and his sister, man!
Hate this kind of atmosphere! SO I went outside and directly went home. I felt like something is unsatisfied, but i just couldn't picture it. And also, vivi didn't came either. I was truly disappointed with her, now, i hate her!

Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
7:36 AM.

March 6, 2009

Aldrick's Memory part 86

Today, I was really happy..
Mr. Irving said compared to the past, I improved. I was overjoyed, I really hope I can improve more.. A waHshit came to Global just now, to teach us the rules of Basketball. Honestly, I wasn't interested at all. I pretend i was listening, actually, I was MOANING...Also, In Physics time, I conducted a trial on covering the Flamerz house with the black veil or stuff, the temperature increased to 80 degrees Celcius at 10 minutes. Really, I'm glad that the house didn't get melt, hence I had a bet with BunBun and Miiaomiiao. They'll pinch and scratch me for sure if it got burnt, the windows got melted though. I'll have to replace with a real window next time. I had a math test just now, I did a blatant mistake, but I dragged Josselyn down as well. hahahahaa.. her answers were right at the first place. And I persuaded her to change her answer, and in the end, both of us had a mistake. But she didn't complain or anything, she smiled. That's rare for a girl, normally girls would shout on me, especially Yolanda. Yey, I get to see Zohan today, I'm free.

In break time, me and Ciendra teased Ms. Ethel as the Penguin teacher, heehehehe..
In front of her, I walked using a penguin stance.Ciendra became my scapegoat and took most the blame. I wonder why, I suddenly wanted to play Artonelico-Melody of Elemia. I played that game last year, when I was still in Harapan Utama. How fast time flies, ughh.. I learned that it is possible to convert a PS2 game to PSP. But I dunno how, I wish i could. I wanna play Artonelico again, in PSP. My PS 2 got spoiled, thts why. What a fix I'm in...

I looking forward for tomorrow..
The day where I'll be turning a year older.

Distance hearts when rejoined as one,may find the light within
5:33 AM.